SMrTIH - The Memory of Old Thought of the Hidden Impression.

Birthday

2007-06-07T12:11:00.000-07:00

Do everyone feel happy and excited on their bday?

I remember when I was a kid, I would speak about my bday dress, party , what chocolates I would take to school, the type of cake, etc etc one month prior to my bday :) now....I would just wait for all my friends to wish me hoping everyone would remember and call me :) For my parents(their bday) its just another day!! thiers nothing that would make them feel excited about it. For my grandparents...they would not even remember their bday :)

Birthday: the day we were born.

The whole world is new to us. Everyone is a stranger. So innocent, so helpless we would be. What would be going on in our mind . Everyone waiting to see the baby curious to know how does it look? whom does the baby resemble? :) The baby would seem dear to everyone. The mother would be so possessive and concerned about the baby. The baby would look so fragile and tiny . The smile that everyone tries hard to see it on the baby. They would not mind behaving like a clown, making weird faces and sounds just to get the smile on the baby's face. When the baby holds someone tight with its tiny, delicate fingers, they would not want the baby to let it out. Even if its possible for them to release it. When it cries , it would sound like a cat saying "mao mao...." :) Unable to understand y everyone would try hard to make it feel happy and make it stop crying.
Do only kids play with toys? not really :) kids speak to toys and elders would do the same thing . They would speak to the new born baby who cant respond just like the toy. Inspite everyone are aware that the baby would not understand and respond they would still go on speaking with it . Thats not being enough they would ask questions too :) as if it would reply ( its arrogant!! ) :) They would ask questions and reply to their own questions and also do what it wants. Hmmm..... very clever!! just by squealing it would get all things done.

No one would mind even if the baby would shit on the new blanket :) They would say "paapa, magu haLthidhe. vadhe aagidyalla adhakke" =)) =))

Everyone looking for a name for it. By what it would be called life long!!! (hmmm.... risk tho utanahi padtha hai . when its getting all the work done from others. Its left with no other choice. Whatever is the name whether it likes it or not, jelnaahi padtha hai :) )

haan.....This day has to be remembered, celebrated , cherished and y not? the days when we would be arrogant and still be loved, cared and get royal treatment has to be remembered and cherished. What say? :)

Dhoom full Zoom!

2006-12-10T14:48:00.000-08:00

Hrithik- Ahh! I have become his fan. He looks COOL! he has fully justified his role in the movie . I could not think of anyone who could have played better than him for that role. He has proved that he can act and become famous in the movie which is not his father's . He has proved that he is not less than the Khan's who are rulling Bollywood. Usually if the actor is good in actions, he cant dance like Sunny, Bobby (does to some extend though) , Amitabh, Sunjay but Hrithik? he is an exception. His dance is AWESOME! He looks GREAT! His hairdo and dresses are cool! looks like they have really worked on this character.

Abhishek- They could have projected this character even better. He is not bad but he has not been given enough and proper role to show his talent. He has acted really well in Dhoom1, Dus. Had they tuned this role better it would have been a really good pair- Hrithik and Abhishek. his is a supporting role, they should have given equal weightage to both of them.

Uday Chopra- ??? why is he there in the movie? in Dhoom1 he was taken as bike rider. In dhoom2?? if they have taken him for the comedy part or the masala of the movie, then even his role is not tuned properly. hmm.. his comedy part is not bad not good. may be the director taras kha ke usekeliye yeh role banaya hai(as he has no other movie in hand) :) They have neither made use of his muscles nor his brains.

Aishwarya- looks like the guys have tried hard to make the movie better where as the gals have tried equally hard to make it worse. She has tried to show as if she has the "ATTITUDE" but it looks so made up. hmm..looks? she looks good in some scenes and others bad. If one wants to watch the movie to look at her or her dance then this is not the movie.She looks really bad in the scene in which Aish and Hrithik take turns to shoot the other person. Neither did I like her dance steps much. They have tried to give her the look of bond gal or one of the Charlie's angel kind. But she is really bad. I felt bollywood is lacking from actress who could play such kind of role. hmm...looking at DUS may be Shilpa shetty could have been better . She has good personality, she has done good actions in DUS and she is also a good dancer. If something good about aish in the movie is her hairstyle. Thats something which suites her and looks stylish too. I have never admired her as an actress, even in her upcoming movie, Guru, a song which is picturised only on her seems to be something like choti se asha in Roja. But in Roja she looks and acted innocent but Aish has acted like a modern girl .

Bipasha- why did they spend money on her? hmm... did they? may be they saved as they dint had to spend on her clothes. She was taken as a police officer why did they change the role all together in the second half? They should have given her the role of a police officer through out the movie helping out Abhishek in solving the case. She has that police officer kind look, I mean she looks bold and strong but her acting is NILL. May be she is there just to give company to Uday. Monali's role is STUPID! Her role is a complete waste.

They have tried to give this movie a english movie kind of look. Everyone's entry is really cool.Hrithik with his amazzing stunts using skates. Abhishek's entry is also good. Uday's with his comedy. I liked Abhishek's dialogue to Uday- "har case mein mujhe criminals ko chodkar tujhe bachana padtha hai." :) Then comes the Dhoom title song. Its just WOW! FANTABULOUS- Fantastic+fabulous. Hrithik has danced so gracefully .The steps are so tough but when he does it, it looks so simple :) In the end when this song is again played none of the the audience left the till the song got over. Next comes, dont touch me soniye- The song is good but the choreography is bad. One would obviously feel this after seeing Dhoom title song. When I first heard this song in the radio I had imagined it be something like "NO NO" in kyun, ho gaya na? movie. He he :)) but no good steps, no good dancers in this song. But the song is nice. May be they wanted to give atleast a song in which Uday can be dressed and look decent.

To talk about Hrthik in disguise. For a short while though, he has acted well as an old man, he looks dignified in the father's look. Looking at him changing his look so often and the whole movie speaking about how he steals in disguise. I thot may be his real look-as hrithik's face itself not his real face :) One of my friend had told me in the end he removes his mask and its John abraham and the other friend of mine had told no he is Salman. he he :)) For a moment I felt hmm..may be he is john :) thinking that he is intelligent and would not show his face so easily to aish and to trust her so fast. I asked my friend who had already seen the movie about this, she smiled and told me "do you want me to comment? ", I smiled back and said "NO!". But hey me predicting that aish was sent by Abhishek to Hrithik was correct :D

All the while the movie was going on well but then comes the usual bundle bollywood style- twin sister of Shonali (Bipasha), Monali. Who looks exactly like Shonali. What was the need for this? :)
Dhoom1 was all about the cool bikes. How passionate the bad guy was about bikes. The chase was completely using bikes. but Dhoom2 is completely different they have shown bikes only in the end just for about 3 to 4 min. Abhishek's bike is bad! but Hrithik's hmm... WOW! full style!

Aha! this is the first time in the history of hindi movie in which the good guys catch hold of the bad guy's girl in the climax so that the bad guy surrender :) I liked it! :) "koun itna pyar kar saktha hai jho use mar dhe? " :)

I was trying to figure out myself what would be the ending of the movie. One of my friend had told me "Abhishek kills Bipasha and Bipasha is the bad girl" :) probably I would have liked it, if the ending was something of this sort. But this is bad. It looked like the good guys were the loosers. The whole movie they chase him and finally lets him go off so easily! He should be punished! he changed himself for his personal reasons. If their is a need, he can become like the old one again. Why does Abhishek let him free even after Hrthik agreeing to come along? hmm...hindi movie, such questions should not be asked.

As a whole its a nice movie :) enjoyed watching it. Watchable once. hmm... everyone should watch it. A different kind of a movie :)

Chinky vs Smitha

2006-11-01T11:36:00.000-08:00

I want to give a try writing a play but about wat? hmmm... how about taking "the way I escape from my responsibilities and convince myself what I did was not wrong and also my views on some issues" as a situation. lets give a try...

Chinky	Smitha
Smitha! Wake up! Its already 8.
	5 more min yaar. Its just 8 even if I get up at 8.15 I can get ready by 9
Lazy goose! In 15 min you can read newspaper
	In 15min I can read just the headlines & only a few in detail . Instead I will read the whole newspaper in the evening. Chinku now let me sleep! Don’t disturb.If I sleep well I will be fresh the whole day then I will be able to work better
If you were so serious about your work you should have slept early last night.You should follow “early to bed early to rise” but no you follow “late to bed late to rise”
	Will you shut up! Don’t forget its me who takes you to office I will make you fall in some gutter
Aaaww! Your bike! It makes me feel as if I am traveling in “jatkagaadi”.its a gujrigaadi
	Whatever..it serves the purpose-it takes me where ever I want to go
Yeah rite..after giving you morning and evening exercise-10 min of kicking session
	That’s the secret of my energy! :)
Our energy! :)
	Hey I take you everyday so its your duty to wash it and keep it clean
It helps us in identifying where our bike is in the parking lot. the dirtiest bike is oursJ
	Tho! cant even read the number Chinku, the number plate is covered with dust
Good na-if you happen to jump signal the police will not be able to note down the number :)
	Aah! Don’t remind me of that Chinku please! Nearly 45 to 1 hour drive. Uff! I get so tired I need more sleep
Don’t blame on that. Its all because you watch those stupid serials late night. Use for nothing
	What? If you had allowed me to watch what I want I would have slept early but you wanted to watch M,etc,zoom,V . The same stupid songs get repeated..How can you watch over and over the same thing?
Come on! Listening to songs after coming back from work is so relaxing. Its like stress buster. All the serials have almost the same story and they drag it so much that its enough if you see the promos , you will get whats happening
	Nowadays everyone are getting too westernized. Serials are a way of conveying to the youngsters our values, customs
Values? Customs? In kyunki everyone has two wives, in kasauati she is playing with those two guys and they are so dumb that they accept her each time she comes back. She is playing “yur bit avr bit yuryaru” whom ever her finger points she goes to them
	Songs are no better! If you hear one sentence the next sentence can be guessed. Its permutation and combination of “pyar,ishq,mohabbat,deewana,jaan,sanam,jigar,judaai,bewafaai,saathiya”
Oye! How many times in a day you listen to tanhayee tell me
	No arguments on that both of us like it as you don’t mind watching tu tu main main,Dekh bhai dekh,kichidi,oscean,Bewitched any number of times.
No comments! :) . how I wish there was someone who could frame a song for all the chapters we had in BE . I would have learnt it with more interest :)
	If you shut your mouth! I will get up at 8.15
Fine then get up! Its 8.15 :)
	Aaah! You are such a character. Tum kab sudrogi?
Its difficult to improve on the perfection [dil chahta hai dialogue]:)

???

2006-10-22T14:35:00.000-07:00

There are many questions which baffle us.Some of which

I could think of (or which make ME think) are-:

1)boys \ gals

Some of the likes and dislikes,behaviour are

characterised to be done by girls and others by guys.

Dont U feel that to have some of these qualities it

depends on how one is been brought up rather than

getting it just because he is boy or a gal. for

example:-
-if its a baby boy people usually get toys

like cars and if its a gal, a doll.Will not a baby boy

like soft toys or dolls just as a baby gal would?

-If a boy cries people say "dont cry U r a

guy". Hey! cant a guy express it by crying? This is

one of the reasons why the percentage of guys

experiencing heart problems is more than gals :)

2)WOW!

When someone appreciate someone's work are they

judging the work comparing to his calibre or is it

they really found the work WOW!? If one doesnt know

the person(who has done the work) then his

appreciation is because he liked the work. But if the

person knows him personally and praise him, is it cos

he had an impression that he wouldnt be so much

capable ( he dint expect even so much from him) or

indeed liked the work? Do people compare the work to

what impression they had on him?

3)Why do one expect movies to be realistic or logical?

:)

One go to the theatre to have a nice time, to forget

there busy,hectic life and to spend a jolly time. If

we get to watch the same saaga even there, which would

relate to our life, then it dint really serve our

purpose of getting recreation.We should get to watch

something which is not natural, which makes us feel

"wow! life should have been this way", 3hours we

should have total fun, laugh to the heart content :)

4)Dressing up for function!

Why do people dress up so well to the

function? why cant they be in their usual style? They

would be meeting only those whom they know, who has

seen them in their casuals so wat difference does it

make, whether they look good or not?They already know

whether a person is good looking or not so one cant

change their impression isnit? :) [I know its stupid,

even I wouldnt attend a function in casuals but I

wonder y? ;)]

5) Songs

Is their anyone whom you know who dont like to

listen to songs? I agree there are people who are not

crazy about it. But I feel a person would definitely

like some kind of music atleast. It so soothing.Its

good for all occasions. When someone is happy,sad,

their are songs to boost up one's courage,as a way of

expressing something, just to rock! :) isnt this a

wonderful creation of man? its been ages since man has

been framing songs but even for today he is able to

come up with lyrics which are not repeated till date

[there are remixes but I am talking about the original

songs :)]

6)Keep the house clean.

Why do elders always ask us to

keep things in their place, to keep the house neat,

not to behave in a certain way and stuffs like that?

Arrey! house is where one should be total comfortable

and be the way he wants to be.We wont behave the same

when we go to someone's else place.. Fine I dont deny

that house should look tidy which would help us to get

things much quicker and their will be visitors to

home. But isnt it enough if we clean it up at the end

of the day or in the morning? They want us to do it as

soon as they say.I would be totally tired in the

evening and I would have just sat by then my mom asks

me to keep my helmet,bag etc in their place. Uff! when

I tried to argue on this, I got sound advice- 90%

sound and 10% advice.

7)Can anyone get close(as a really close friend) to

their boss?

I mean u dont at all know him before u join.

One can get close to his colleague who is higher than

him in his designation, but with boss? hmm..dunno. Can

anyone be? I mean maintain a relation with him as one

would with his friend like sharing personal feelings?

8)Hindu gods

Why so many gods for hindu's? There are 8

kinds Lakshmi rite? like Dhaanya Lakshmi, Santaana

Lakshmi etc why havent they given a distinctive name

to each? Why a general name Lakshmi to all of them?

9)Kids vs elders

When a kid asks something stupid,does mischief

or misbehaves. They say innocense. The same thing if

an elderly person do they say

ignorance,cheap,indescent. why? cant an elderly person

be innocent?:)

10)Crackers

Crackers like atom bomb which makes only sound

,can only make loud nice and irritate others. Then wat

is it that pulls us towards it? even I like to burst

such crackers but y?

11)School teachers vs lecturers

Both of them teach us but we tend to have more

respect to school teachers than lecturers. Why?

12)Dons

Why are dons called as "Bhai" in hindi?

13) Why the hell did Pandora open the box?

Hadnt she opened it I wouldnt have most of

these question :)

Remembering my college days

2006-09-11T11:23:00.000-07:00

When we joined college, we were cribbing about how nice school days were and how bad college life is. We used to miss those PT periods, drawing and music classes, being pampered by teachers as well getting punishments. When I was done with my 10th std I was so scared as how am I going to adjust in an entirely different environment. Right from my kindergarten to tenth I studied in the same school, for me to think about joining another institution hmmm... was really scary.

In college, all the classes were PT period :)[reverse it Time pass, play time, but den it was not physical training but mental torture :)) ] . The whole day we would spend in teasing lecturers, scolding n cursing them. We have tried and have been successfull in fooling our lecturers many times n dats not being enough we used to share those with others with so much of pride. We used to get pleasure in proving how dumb they are :). Now, I get fooled from my from friend n dats not once or twice. I fall into the trap again n again .I am one of those who dont learn from there experiences :). To be frank, I like it in a way, I feel wow! nice idea! shall I play dat on someone else ;) ha ha :))

Now dat I am out of the college, I feel it was not dat bad after all :). I had great friends [its not "had" they are still my friends :)] . I miss those antakshari [my friend was not at all good at this , in films she was nill . one day i was speaking about upendra's wife n said priyanka n she shouted "I know Upendra's wife! Priyanka Chopra rite:)) GUGGU! we all tease her soo much she never feels bad about it n the best part is she proves it again n again dat she is GUGGU :). We have played this game so mush dat by 8th sem she knew most of it:) ] , dc (ah! dc was the favourite , right from 1st to 8th sem we have played dat), gossips :) one of my friend was in hostel n she used to tell us all the hot n spicy stories (happ in hostel) . we all used to sit surrounding her to listen to this. None of us wanted to take the corner place :) kabhie kabhie bada chadakar bhi boldhethi thi. but dat was fine cos it was nice to see her expressions while narrating :)even in break hours we were not going out. crazy isnt it? but we used to have so much to talk. Even after speaking from 8.15 to 3.30 we used to spend one more hour in the parking lot. Can u believe this! Arrey yaar when the whole gangofgals were together how could one feel like going back so soon? :) one of us was a rowdy kind but very firendly who could go on and on with her talk n pull others leg :) the other was cool,sweet,friendly, listens to everyone and never felt bad inspite of being teased a lot. we had a very good singer who is very mild n soft [ we always used to go together to col n most of the time I used to ask her to sing while travelling, my chalta phirtha jukebox :) now I have to travel all alone :( ] We had an amazing thinker, she is frank, straight forward , makes jokes on herself :)

In 8th sem we had been on a trip. Dat was the first time I went out of town without being accompanied by any of the family members. We had great fun! dis made me know a few others n guess wat we are really good friends now.we all meet up every weekend. All of them have such a good sense of humour :) . Two of them look like laurel and hardy when they are together n they are always together (they are comedians) :) .
one of them- a too good cook, who keeps singing all the time n dancing and another is a poet. wow! wat a group! excellent! where can u find such a group. there is all the ingredients necessary isnt it? spices as well as sweet- one of them imiatates everyone (doesnt spare anyone) , teasing others , he knows just to laugh, he laughs even for the stupidest joke, one has to just say "joke" n he will laugh . the other is very flexible (in the sense very easy to convince him to do something ), always der to console dis doesnt mean he doesnt tease or doesnt crack jokes. woh toh mahir hai isme :)

wow! I miss all these so much!

In work place, hmm...as of now I cant say anything. I am enjoying in a way. I have many col friends n others are also quite friendly.
I am still learning, work hasnt been assigned yet. At times I feel "wat am I doing here? I havent done anything since two months. how much I knew 2 months back dat is all I know even now" . At times I get scared. I just got to have patience n see how things r going work. I just hope everything will be fine :)

About me :D

2006-09-10T11:54:00.000-07:00

This is my first blog entry. Well I have been thinking about this from quite some time. Finally, I have decided to make a start. Blog!hmm.. its really nice where one can express der view ,post it n get comments from others. But I feel people get conscious while writing as others can read it n they cant project exactly wat they feel. As they might feel it may sound stupid,might hurt someone(so hide certain things) .Dunno about others but this was one of the reasons why I hadnt started a blog till now. But I will try my best to be honest n write only wat I feel n is true :)

Another reason for me not starting is, was really confused about how do I start ? hmm... how about writing something about myself :) in dat way my friends may add a few by giving comments or may be I have wrong conception about myself which they can clear it:) (hey only compliments permitted! ha ha , just kidding) feel free to say anything exactly wat u guys feel.

Let me start with my name-Smitha! hmm..meaning Smile :D , pet name- Chinky . I like Chinky more than Smitha. Smitha is such a common name. I always used to find one more gal in the class with the same name :( I prefer people calling me Chinku :)

People say I am childish
- is it in appearance?
well I am short, have short hair may be dats y I look younger to my age. But if I grow my hair I guess I look my age. to be frank, I like to look like a kid :)

-is it in behaviour?
please dont say yes! :) I dont want to be. I mean, childish if u mean like a cute, sweet gal dats absolutely fine :) but at times when one has to behave maturedly I should otherwise who will tolerate me.
Well I agree there are at times when I have behaved very childish. Once when my sister had gone to Seattle on a project for 6months , the duration of the stay had to be extended n my sister agreed to stay back :( I was very angry on her n fought with her very badly. I rem I said "U just dont like me, dont care for me, just dont bother about me. fine dont come back , when u dont think about me y should I . U just like ur friends n like to stay with them" :)) . This is childish I know. But there is a child in all of us. some tend to show it others dont n after all I said that to my sister. She has no choice ,I am her sister she has to like me n tolerate me :) moreover I feel there has to be atleast one persone in everyone's life with whom they r truely wat they r, to whom they can show der frustration. dats exactly wat I did. Wats in my mind is on my tongue with her :)

At times I tend to over react
I know dis is wrong n when I think about that when I calm down I feel really stupid. My sister will tolerate me, dis doesnt mean others will . I know all these but still I am not able to overcome it.

I am too dependent on my parents
Believe me! I dont want to be. I want to be independent (I know wat u guys r going to tell " start with filling the forms urself :) ) n strong . I want to be like a tom boy:)

I am a total movie buff
- I can watch any horrible movie if the songs r good. I am crazy about Maine Pyar Kiya. I have watched it umpteen number of times. [Dont wory guys, I am not going to discuss about bollywood here :). bollywood movies have achieved in making one feel miserable in 3 hours n if I cont. dat here,I am sure u guys r not going to read :)] may be dis is one of the reasons why am not aware of the things happ around as I am always watching songs or movies. I have realised dis n guess wat? I have started reading newspaper! (I try reading the whole paper) . I have even thought of reading some good books in dat way it will improve my vocabulary, might change my views too.

This is all I know about myself, still exploring myself:). Most welcome if u want to add any. n hope I get something to write for tomo