Monday, September 11, 2006

Remembering my college days

When we joined college, we were cribbing about how nice school days were and how bad college life is. We used to miss those PT periods, drawing and music classes, being pampered by teachers as well getting punishments. When I was done with my 10th std I was so scared as how am I going to adjust in an entirely different environment. Right from my kindergarten to tenth I studied in the same school, for me to think about joining another institution hmmm... was really scary.

In college, all the classes were PT period :)[reverse it Time pass, play time, but den it was not physical training but mental torture :)) ] . The whole day we would spend in teasing lecturers, scolding n cursing them. We have tried and have been successfull in fooling our lecturers many times n dats not being enough we used to share those with others with so much of pride. We used to get pleasure in proving how dumb they are :). Now, I get fooled from my from friend n dats not once or twice. I fall into the trap again n again .I am one of those who dont learn from there experiences :). To be frank, I like it in a way, I feel wow! nice idea! shall I play dat on someone else ;) ha ha :))

Now dat I am out of the college, I feel it was not dat bad after all :). I had great friends [its not "had" they are still my friends :)] . I miss those antakshari [my friend was not at all good at this , in films she was nill . one day i was speaking about upendra's wife n said priyanka n she shouted "I know Upendra's wife! Priyanka Chopra rite:)) GUGGU! we all tease her soo much she never feels bad about it n the best part is she proves it again n again dat she is GUGGU :). We have played this game so mush dat by 8th sem she knew most of it:) ] , dc (ah! dc was the favourite , right from 1st to 8th sem we have played dat), gossips :) one of my friend was in hostel n she used to tell us all the hot n spicy stories (happ in hostel) . we all used to sit surrounding her to listen to this. None of us wanted to take the corner place :) kabhie kabhie bada chadakar bhi boldhethi thi. but dat was fine cos it was nice to see her expressions while narrating :)even in break hours we were not going out. crazy isnt it? but we used to have so much to talk. Even after speaking from 8.15 to 3.30 we used to spend one more hour in the parking lot. Can u believe this! Arrey yaar when the whole gangofgals were together how could one feel like going back so soon? :) one of us was a rowdy kind but very firendly who could go on and on with her talk n pull others leg :) the other was cool,sweet,friendly, listens to everyone and never felt bad inspite of being teased a lot. we had a very good singer who is very mild n soft [ we always used to go together to col n most of the time I used to ask her to sing while travelling, my chalta phirtha jukebox :) now I have to travel all alone :( ] We had an amazing thinker, she is frank, straight forward , makes jokes on herself :)

In 8th sem we had been on a trip. Dat was the first time I went out of town without being accompanied by any of the family members. We had great fun! dis made me know a few others n guess wat we are really good friends now.we all meet up every weekend. All of them have such a good sense of humour :) . Two of them look like laurel and hardy when they are together n they are always together (they are comedians) :) .
one of them- a too good cook, who keeps singing all the time n dancing and another is a poet. wow! wat a group! excellent! where can u find such a group. there is all the ingredients necessary isnt it? spices as well as sweet- one of them imiatates everyone (doesnt spare anyone) , teasing others , he knows just to laugh, he laughs even for the stupidest joke, one has to just say "joke" n he will laugh . the other is very flexible (in the sense very easy to convince him to do something ), always der to console dis doesnt mean he doesnt tease or doesnt crack jokes. woh toh mahir hai isme :)

wow! I miss all these so much!

In work place, hmm...as of now I cant say anything. I am enjoying in a way. I have many col friends n others are also quite friendly.
I am still learning, work hasnt been assigned yet. At times I feel "wat am I doing here? I havent done anything since two months. how much I knew 2 months back dat is all I know even now" . At times I get scared. I just got to have patience n see how things r going work. I just hope everything will be fine :)

Sunday, September 10, 2006

About me :D

This is my first blog entry. Well I have been thinking about this from quite some time. Finally, I have decided to make a start. Blog!hmm.. its really nice where one can express der view ,post it n get comments from others. But I feel people get conscious while writing as others can read it n they cant project exactly wat they feel. As they might feel it may sound stupid,might hurt someone(so hide certain things) .Dunno about others but this was one of the reasons why I hadnt started a blog till now. But I will try my best to be honest n write only wat I feel n is true :)

Another reason for me not starting is, was really confused about how do I start ? hmm... how about writing something about myself :) in dat way my friends may add a few by giving comments or may be I have wrong conception about myself which they can clear it:) (hey only compliments permitted! ha ha , just kidding) feel free to say anything exactly wat u guys feel.

Let me start with my name-Smitha! hmm..meaning Smile :D , pet name- Chinky . I like Chinky more than Smitha. Smitha is such a common name. I always used to find one more gal in the class with the same name :( I prefer people calling me Chinku :)

People say I am childish
- is it in appearance?
well I am short, have short hair may be dats y I look younger to my age. But if I grow my hair I guess I look my age. to be frank, I like to look like a kid :)

-is it in behaviour?
please dont say yes! :) I dont want to be. I mean, childish if u mean like a cute, sweet gal dats absolutely fine :) but at times when one has to behave maturedly I should otherwise who will tolerate me.
Well I agree there are at times when I have behaved very childish. Once when my sister had gone to Seattle on a project for 6months , the duration of the stay had to be extended n my sister agreed to stay back :( I was very angry on her n fought with her very badly. I rem I said "U just dont like me, dont care for me, just dont bother about me. fine dont come back , when u dont think about me y should I . U just like ur friends n like to stay with them" :)) . This is childish I know. But there is a child in all of us. some tend to show it others dont n after all I said that to my sister. She has no choice ,I am her sister she has to like me n tolerate me :) moreover I feel there has to be atleast one persone in everyone's life with whom they r truely wat they r, to whom they can show der frustration. dats exactly wat I did. Wats in my mind is on my tongue with her :)

At times I tend to over react
I know dis is wrong n when I think about that when I calm down I feel really stupid. My sister will tolerate me, dis doesnt mean others will . I know all these but still I am not able to overcome it.

I am too dependent on my parents
Believe me! I dont want to be. I want to be independent (I know wat u guys r going to tell " start with filling the forms urself :) ) n strong . I want to be like a tom boy:)

I am a total movie buff
- I can watch any horrible movie if the songs r good. I am crazy about Maine Pyar Kiya. I have watched it umpteen number of times. [Dont wory guys, I am not going to discuss about bollywood here :). bollywood movies have achieved in making one feel miserable in 3 hours n if I cont. dat here,I am sure u guys r not going to read :)] may be dis is one of the reasons why am not aware of the things happ around as I am always watching songs or movies. I have realised dis n guess wat? I have started reading newspaper! (I try reading the whole paper) . I have even thought of reading some good books in dat way it will improve my vocabulary, might change my views too.

This is all I know about myself, still exploring myself:). Most welcome if u want to add any. n hope I get something to write for tomo